confused lyrics

I feel a burden in my spirit today
Feels like everything that I`ve ever trusted in
has been washed away
I feel like I`m grappling for the truth
Don`t understand decisions that I made while in my youth
In my mind I know I gotta live with what I`ve chosen
But in my heart I struggle coz I can`t live with a heart that`s frozen
Inside my heart and soul just want to fly.

jogja, 07/10/09
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